What can I say? I am an Indio who, in the process of being assimilated
and
totally aculturated, recognized that the long march through the institutions
was not completely in vain. In the process I managed to receive degrees
in
Music, Languages and Philosophy. As an X-Jesuit, I recognize the necessity
of extending the ideas of spirituality and community beyond the bounds
of
the cloister, the institution and the academy. But here I am at Evergreen,
rather cloistered, institutionalized and academized...a delectable
sort of
position. I view it as the kind of a place where hopeful people come
to
learn, grow and realize metamorphically that we are not new people
doing the
same old things but moving at a pace commensurate with the kinds of
problems
we face. Our work must be carried to the market place rather than remain
bogged down in textbooks and institutions. Our entire gamut of laws
and
values must be reconstituted to work for the greatest good of the greatest
number, lest we become victims of historical decay, for men are merely
cells
in the great body of civilization; and as with the human body, the
rate of decay
increases steeply with our ignorance and refusal to accept this fact.
Alcoholism
remains the nation's number one social and health problem. Unemployment,
poverty,
hunger, crime, suicide, still persist while wages freeze and prices
thaw. This out-of-sight,
out-of-mind attitude; i.e., the legislative process is a perfect example
of the opposing
forces inherent in western thought which teach us to separate, divide
and conquer,
rather than to unify and become. We equate Capitalism and all its sins
with freedom,
yet we use freedom as a tool to destroy one another. We insist that
all Philosophy
emanates from western Europe. We view the Mexican calendar as merely
an interesting
piece of archeology and disregard its perfection, its admonitions and
predictions, such
as the end of the Fifth Age being 1986 or 1987 (three years after 1984).
We laugh;
how quaint! How colorful! We make no attempt to understand Native American
thought
beyond basket-weaving and dancing. We who have cleverly synthesized
Greek Mythology
and Aristotelian thought into Christian dogma have much to account
for as we continue to
splinter the Christendom we fabricated to destroy one another in the
name of gods we create
and destroy. We blindly seek the meaning of reality in technology and
fail to find it in the bread
we bake, the songs we sing or the sweet small of flowers. What did
we come to hear?
..a reed blown by the wind?
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