WEEKLY REFLECTIONS

Week 1 Reflection

            This was the first week of the program healing gardens. We have been asked by our professor Marja to write weekly reflections about what we have read, learned, struggled with and gained during the week. Marja has chosen weekly garden topics that she would like us to consider in the context of our week’s activities and to weave those topics into our reflections as well. This week’s topic is cultural perspectives on gardening.  

            Firstly, this topic brings me to The Earth’s Blanket by Nancy J. Turner which I read in the early part of the week. Turner lives and works in British Columbia with the native peoples of the land. Her book is a masterpiece of stories that have been woven together. They are about different tribes and their love for the land, the folklore of their people, writings from naturalist, and a general history of native peoples and the destruction, caused by Europeans, of the natural world. What I have gained from the first few chapters of this book is an understanding of the native people’s great love and respect for their land. They ask us that when using the earth’s resources we do so with “careful and thoughtful attention (Pg. 21).” What they are asking is for us to connect with our mother Earth and to be aware that we do not strip her of her blanket. When they speak of her blanket they are referring to all of the natural resources on the Earth. They believe that you should take only what you need to survive and to leave the rest for others, the earth and her creatures.  In our culture it is rare that you find an individual who is aware of how devastated the land has become with our industrialized society. When shopping at the grocery store there is no indication that foods will ever run out, that land has been stripped, or that the salmon are disappearing. Why is this? It is a question I could spend the rest of my life pondering.

            Thankfully the second book that I read this week gave me hope that within our culture there is a subculture emerging that cares about the environment, sustainable living and bringing healthy organic food to our tables. The book is titled Fields That Dream: A Journey to the Roots of Our Food and was written by Jenny Kurzweil. When I began reading this book I knew it would be difficult to put down. In the introduction Kurzweil writes about her desire to know where the food she is eating comes from and that has lead her to the creation of this book. In each chapter she visits a different organic farm on the west coast of the United States and spends time with the farmers. She hears their personal stories of why they have chosen the life that they have and brings that information to the reader. Each chapter is an in-depth look at a different farm with a different story, but the context remains the same. These special farmers care about the environment, their communities, healthy food and sustainable living. Kurzweil writes that in the last ten years there has been an increase in farmers markets, but a decline in family farms. The multimillion dollar farming corporations are still running the market and receiving two thirds of the federal farming subsidies (Pg. 31). Fortunately many people are being exposed to organic food and its health and environmental benefits on a daily basis. I hope and dream that in the years to come more and more people will make the conscious decision to eat organic, support a sustainable future and join this emerging subculture of citizens that care about the earth and her blanket.

            On a more personal note this has been an exciting first week of class. I am happy to be working in a collaborative environment once again after two quarters of independent study. Working in small groups, sharing thoughts and ideas and creating together is a rewarding learning experience. I enjoyed our small group work on Saturday afternoon. It gave me a chance to meet some of my classmates that I did not already know. It was nice to hear what other students had to say about the different topics that we were discussing. It opened my mind and allowed me to see things in many different ways.

            Walking around the Longhouse was also an inspirational experience for me, though I was slightly concerned that I would not be able to work in the area that called to me in a soft voice. After class on Saturday I communicated my concerns with Marja and all was worked out. I am looking forward to researching composting, building a working compost container and creating an educational website for all to learn about composting if they want. My partner in this project is Megan from Massachusetts and she seems as excited about this project as me, which is always a nice thing.

            I must admit that I was slightly intimidated by the journaling aspect of the class. It took a day for me to be at ease with my journal. Now a week into class I have written/drawn four entries and look through them at all times of the day. It has been a great relief for me to find that my drawing skills are not as I remembered. I have concentrated on areas of my garden this week, but plan to explore other destinations in the following weeks. I am drawn to my garden because I am intimately connected to its plants and components.  It has been a wonderful experience to look at them more closely.

I look forward to expanding my philosophies about life and the environment through the course of this class and imagine that my cultural perspectives on gardening will evolve.

 Week 2 Reflection

             This week’s garden topic is “What types of gardens are there?” I have always thought of gardens strictly as flower gardens. I thought of vegetable gardens as farms. I considered the woods only as the woods. After spending time at my Longhouse site I have come to see the compost site and areas surrounding it as a garden. I have come to see the Evergreen woods, where I often visit, as a garden. The woods are a delightful mix of trees, plants, bushes and flowers. It is home to many creatures and brings light and love to those who quietly walk the trails. It has become a huge garden with new discoveries and delights at every turn. It was a pinnacle moment for me when I reached this conclusion in the early part of the week.

            During the past week I spent long hours getting acquainted with my site (compost) and the plants that dwell there. I touched their leaves, was cut by a salmonberry’s thorn, and learned through research that comfrey, which is conveniently located in abundance next to our compost site, helps to speed up the compost process.  I identified many of the plants in the compost area and have begun making plans in my head for the future design of the site.  Meghan and I wrote our site description and began looking at compost options.

            I feel comfortable when I am at the Longhouse and in the shade of the bordering woods as I record some of the plants that I have come to know in my journal. I am fortunate to have the opportunity to learn from my garden site and to become friends with the plants and animals in the area. My philosophies and ideas about gardens and gardening are evolving and in turn I am growing as a person.

            I must admit that I was so engrossed by the book Fields That Dream: A Journey to the Roots of Our Food, that I read far more than was required last week. Good Girl/Earth mama began as an inspiring story, but as I read on and learned that the owner of the farm, Gretchen Hoyt, uses herbicides to help ease the time she spends on weeding I became devastated. I know how difficult it is to have a family farm and I know how time consuming weeding can be, but if she is really an “earth mama” she should find another way to go about the weeding process. She has made a choice to have her garden be a particular type of garden: it is a vegetable garden that uses herbicides. How disappointing.

            Fortunately for me my devastation was bandaged once I began reading The Village Herbalist, by Nancy and Michael Phillips. I was enthralled by each and every sentence. I have always been interested in natural healing and have envisioned a life for myself in the woods of Vermont, tending to my own organic vegetable, flower, and herb garden. I have dreamed of milking my own goats and making soap with the milk. I have seen myself growing organic herbs, singing to them softly in the mornings, cultivating them, and using them to heal myself and others. I have dreamed of sharing all of these gifts with preschoolers in my community to help raise awareness and appreciation for the earth.

           Between spending time at the Longhouse garden identifying plants, reading The Village Herbalist, and writing/drawing in my journal, I have had a great week. Everyday I notice something new about the earth and the gifts that she offers us.

Week 3 Reflection

     This has been a very busy week. I visited the Skokomish Indian reservation and had the opportunity to spend time at the Gifts of the First Peoples Garden.  In class I watched two documentaries. One was about the creation of the Gifts garden and the other was about Bruce Miller, the amazing Skokomish elder, to whom the garden was dedicated. In class I also worked on my web page, read chapters out of all three books, and discussed what plants will be available for our individual plant study. I also spent time at the Longhouse garden and have begun my research on composting. Everything that I learned about and experienced this week has been empowering and meaningful to me, my philosophies, and my future.

            The Gifts of the First Peoples Garden was an amazing experience. It was truly exciting to be there and to see the garden for myself after watching the two documentaries earlier in the day about its creation. Bruce Miller was a Skokomish Elder who had so much knowledge and love to give. He believed that all plants, animals, trees, and humans, are the same. He believed that we are all interrelated. It is an ancient philosophy and one to which I feel connected. At the garden I could feel his energy in the leaves of the trees that blew softly in the wind, in the dandelion roots that refused to come out of the ground, and in the snowberry bush with its delicate leaves and beautiful, dangerous white berries. His presence was undeniable. The garden itself was incredibly overgrown, but the plants appeared to be healthy and happy. Some of the original plants had disappeared, while others were so abundant that it took many people to clear them out. The class worked together as a whole to clear the paths and the overgrown plants. When we were leaving I took one last look at the garden and it appeared happier than when we first arrived.

             I brought home a small stem of two plants to examine and draw in my journal from the Gifts Garden. One was Wild Indigo complete with seed pods and the other was Valerian. After reading the chapter on different journaling styles I was motivated to try new ways of documenting what I observe in nature. Some people prefer the scientific style, while others prefer an artsy style. I like to think of my journal being somewhere in between these two techniques. When I sat down to draw the Wild Indigo I was entranced by its beauty. I decided to use a more scientific approach to drawing it and its seed pods. It was a new way to record a plant in my journal and I found it gave me a chance to look at the plant differently. I labeled its every part, drew a seed pod closed and open, and wrote about the changes in color that I observed the plant going through. When I was finished I returned the stem to my garden so that it could rest where it had once come from. That philosophy came from The Earth’s Blanket.

            This has been the best week yet. All of the readings, movies, and activities of the week were motivating, fascinating and thought provoking. I could reflect, reflect and reflect until I have created a novel of my weekly experiences, but I am going to stop now and let the rest remain in my mind and soul.

            I have just realized that I did not weave the “garden topic” into this weekly reflection and I am not quite sure why. Maybe I wanted to appreciate this week for what it was and nothing more. I just took a few moments to ponder the idea of, “Traditional Ecological Knowledge” and how that relates to what I have learned this week and found that it is connected to every movie, book and discussion that we had. Traditional Ecological Knowledge is a topic that is directly related to all aspects of our study this week; from the Gifts Garden and the medicinal plants that live there to the knowledge of the people who planted them.  And from Bruce Miller and his knowledge of traditional ways to the Native Peoples of coastal British Columbia who return their salmon bones in the river to free its soul, Traditional Ecological Knowledge has shown its value. 

Week 4 Reflection

         This week’s readings helped me to gain a better understanding of the different uses and approaches to gardening and farming.  There was no discussion of the books in class on Wednesday night, from which I learned something of different and equal value.  The discussion in class provided me with an opportunity to discover what other students in class were experiencing.  I learned of the changes in perception of nature my colleagues were going through.  We discussed unlearning what we had thought about nature to provide us a clean slate for a new nature-learning experience. I learned through this discussion that I was not alone in my feelings about my previous detachment from nature and my new ability to become closer and hear what it wants to tell me.  We discussed personal experiences to highlight this issue, which helped me to relate to the group in an extraordinary way.  After this discussion with my seminar group, I was able to comprehend the profound purpose of a garden.  Prior to the discussion and my enrollment in this class, the purpose of a garden was superficial and obvious.  Gardens produce food, clothing, and sustenance on the most basic levels.  Now, I can clearly see the true, internal and global benefits of gardens. 

Purposes of a Garden:

1.  Beauty- gardens stimulate and intrigue people by providing them with color and diversity. 

2.  Medicinal and Culinary Purposes-gardens provide people with natural health products and food.

3.  Habitat for Wildlife- insects, worms, and different animals have places to live and sustain themselves within varying gardens.

4.  A sustainable future- gardens maintain the natural world, as opposed to paved roads and buildings.

5.  Ceremony- native peoples often celebrate self-purification, adolescence, and other ceremonies in gardens.

6.  Emotional Wellbeing- gardens are places that allow the quiet contemplation of life, stimulating the rejuvenating all the positive feelings a person can have.  Plants are forgiving and can teach us about forgiveness. 

7.  Spiritual Wellbeing- gardens bring about the connection to mother earth and spirits that reside within the plants. 

8.  Physical Wellbeing- gardens produce fresh, natural oxygen for us to breath.  Working in the garden, laboring physically, is a good way to exercise the body. 

Week 5 Reflection


            What is a garden? For the Hmong it is an opportunity to survive in a new country. It is a way to keep their family together and a culture alive. For the owners of Rent’s Due Ranch it is a way to make a meager living. It is a lifestyle and a way to provide organic food to their family and other families in their community. Islandwood is a 255 acre garden with forest, fresh and salt water, a bog, a marsh and an organic flower and vegetable garden. It is a garden that can be explored by young and old alike in an effort to raise awareness of nature and her bounty. The Gift’s Garden is a dying garden, a healing garden, a culinary garden and a place to connect with nature on a higher level. A garden is everything and nothing. It is light when it is dark and warmth when it is cold. For me a garden is peace. It is flowers, vegetables, herbs, soil, insects and many other forms of life. It is hard work, dedication, motivation, honesty and love. It is a way to educate children and adults. It is the way back to our roots.

            Speaking of roots, it was very difficult to pull the roots of the dandelion out of the earth for vinegar making. It was the first time that I have harvested the roots of a plant for medicinal purposes. I wanted to curse on many occasions as I fought with the strength of those little roots. I am proud to say that I did not swear or think any bad thoughts for fear of contaminating the energy of the dandelion. I learned that from The Earths Blanket. From that book I have not only learned to think positive thoughts while cultivating a plant, but also to give many thanks during the entire process. And so I gave thanks while I pulled the plant from the earth, as I dried it, as I cut it into small pieces so that it would fit in my jar and while I warmed it with vinegar.

            Making vinegar was the highlight of my week. Everyday I pull my jar out of the refrigerator, yank the lid off and take a big whiff of the strong scent. It has been difficult to not use it. My boyfriend and I have been considering all the ways that we will be able to incorporate it into our recipes. We are most excited about using some in our homemade salsa.  We have also considered mass production for the Christmas season. We will see about that.

 Week 6 Reflection

It was nice to spend the past rainy days inside researching, reading, and drawing for class.

This week I did not do any site work at the Longhouse, but I did continue to research composting. I worked diligently on my study of Cascara Sagrada. I have discovered much about this medicinal, native, shrub. I also continued my readings of The Earth’s Blanket and Fields that Dream. The Earth’s Blanket is such an amazing book. It has changed my view on nature and my interactions with nature. I am privileged, to have the chance, to learn about native peoples traditions, ways of life and their care and respect for mother earth.

            “Why do gardeners garden?” Well, Margaret Hauptman, the founder of Seattle Youths Garden Works, gardens to learn lessons from nature, to be healed by nature, and because “gardens are beautiful”. She created her non profit organization in Seattle because of “the lack of alternative activities for teens.” The homeless children that work at her garden, garden for a sense of responsibility, ownership, and the financial rewards that come with working. She is giving homeless children a chance for a new life.

            The native peoples of the Pacific Northwest, the Southwest and California gardened/garden because they believe humans and nature have a reciprocal relationship. They tend to their land and in turn they receive the bounties of their care. They prune their berry bushes to the ground every few years, then they wait a couple more years and that very same berry bush grows back with many more berries to eat. They burn their forests, to feed the animals that they hunt, with the new grass that grows. They also burn their forests to promote new growth. We all have much to learn from the native peoples of our land. Their wisdom is unmatched in our current society.

            And then there is me. I garden for a sense of satisfaction, for beauty, and for confidence. Gardening is a quiet activity that brings me closer to my thoughts and to nature. I love to fill my house from spring to fall with the plants that I have nursed from seed. It is great feeling.

Week 7


            The week began with time spent in the classroom to develop a mid-quarter assessment, reflecting on what we have learned thus far, what we have started thinking about in regards to our projects, and reviewing our nature journals.  We received feedback during Saturday’s class about our journals, which was nice.  It was equally satisfying to hear Marja’s response to my work this quarter. 

            I recently realized that I have been doing the readings one week in advance, therefore reflecting upon them ahead of time.  For instance, last week I reflected on the readings due during week 7, the readings that this current reflection should discuss.  So in this paper I will omit the readings I have done, seeing that I have already done them one week before.  I will begin instead by discussing my notes on the lecture of leaf morphology. 

            The main topic that struck my interest was photosynthesis, which has not been addressed in my education since I was in high school biology class.  It is an amazing process, how the leaves use air, water, color and light to make food.

            We were assigned a treasure hunt to identify some leaf properties in real gardens.  The only one I was able to find was the Pinnately compound leaf, which is very prevalent here in the Northwest.  Searching for others, I still only consistently found that same one. 

            About our presentation, I met with my group member over the weekend and we compared our notes, developed an outline, and discussed our objectives. 

            The last thing I did this week was work in my community garden.  It went well, mostly pruning and doing winter clean-up of the garden.  That was my last week in Isabelle’s garden and I am sad about that.  It has been a terrific experience.    

 Week 8 Reflection

 

            This has been a productive week as far as Meghan and my longhouse presentation is concerned. We have met three times to compile our notes, scan photographs, and create the content that will be our web page. We have both worked very hard on researching compost, different structures, do’s and don’ts, worms, and we have visited working composts in our community to get a sense of the many different options. It has been a long road, but we have reached our ultimate goal of being able to educate others about compost. We hope that our webpage is as informative as we believe it to be and that people are able to get the information they need to answer their individual questions about compost and composting.

            I have also spent quite a bit of time wrapping up my study of Cascara Sagrada and am very excited to share what I have learned about this wonderful, medicinal shrub. I wish I had the time to do a plant monogram for all the plants that have called to me throughout the course of the quarter. I guess that is why we are going to share our plant study in class on Wednesday.

            I have finished all of the readings for the quarter and am sad that I will not be able to read any further about the native peoples of British Columbia. I have stated in previous reflections that The Earth’s Blanket has given me a new outlook on nature and my intimate connection to it. I am going to continue the study of indigenous peoples in my free time so that I will be able to further conceptualize their native ways of life and their traditional, ecological knowledge.

            Finally I come to the question of “who gardens?” I learned through Marja’s lecture last Wednesday that, in India, there are exciting things happening with gardens and gardeners. Families are given medicinal and culinary seeds so that they can grow their own food and heal their own children, elders, and siblings. This is a very exciting idea, and I hope it grows to encompass a larger area than India. Wouldn’t it be great if, here in the United States, families could learn the art of gardening and healing for themselves? I think so. Who else gardens? I garden. The farmers that supply the produce at the University Farmers Market are gardeners.  So do the native people in the Pacific Northwest.  My mom is a gardener, as is Marja, and Jef, with whom I worked for my volunteer project. Many people garden, and they garden for many different reasons. Some for beauty and a sense of satisfaction, and others garden to supply Seattle with fresh, organic produce. Some people garden to restore their land that has been devastated by logging. Others garden for healing.  

 


Week 9-Final Reflection

            This week started with a plant share at Marja’s home in East Olympia and ended with me working alone on my journal at my kitchen table. To Marja’s house everyone brought wonderful food (mostly treats), the knowledge that they have gained about their medicinal plant, and any teas or tinctures that they had made. The energy of our class was very different at Marja’s than it is on campus. It was a refreshing change. Everyone was happy to eat food, converse, and share. Initially, I was dreading it, mainly because I haven’t been feeling well, but I enjoyed myself tremendously once I was there. I shared my plant study on Cascara Sagrada with a small group.  Although no one seemed very interested in the sacred bark, it was still nice to share. I enjoyed hearing my classmates share their discoveries, especially what Adam learned about Western Red Cedar and what Ally learned about Evergreen Huckleberry.

            It is hard to believe that the quarter is almost over. This program has been a wonderful experience for me. It has been empowering to create art in my journal and to investigate nature with a close and curious eye. Through our readings, lectures, and activities my philosophies about nature, my connection with nature, and my outlook on traditional ecological knowledge have changed greatly. I am more aware of my surroundings and am able to identify many of the native plants that grow in the Pacific Northwest. I have gained an understanding of the past and present medicinal uses of plants and I have learned the values of those medicinal uses. I will carry this new knowledge with me, continue build on it, and share it in hopes of enlightening others.

 

  

Catherine Ahern
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