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Winter Reflections

WEEK ONE REFLECTION 1/10-1/16

Starting off the quarter with story was really powerful for me. The other classes I am taking have also been focusing on story, (one is actually about the power of story), so the first week of classes have all flowed together allowing my thoughts to become clearer.

Bruce’s words are so powerful and moving –both times I’ve seen the movie something deep within me stirs. It reminds me of a quote by Malidorna Some, “Nature is in us –that’s why we feel we’re in exile”. Teachings Of The Tree People was a great way to start the quarter and a great starting point not only for continuing but new people as well. The film is so moving and inspiring you can’t help but want to get out into the world.

When I read my creation story I tried to think and remember how Bruce says his words with such clarity and purpose. I am not old or wise enough to have the knowledge and wisdom behind my inflection and tone – one day I would like to.

I had such fun writing and thinking of my story, it taught me a lot about how people relate to their surroundings – something I also was able to talk about in my other class. Before I tried to write anything I just sat and allowed ideas to come to me. I took a walk and opened myself up to the world as well as myself. I thought a lot about where I was then, what were my surroundings, how did they get there? Ideas began to form and float inside my head and when I went back in the story flew onto the page –it didn’t even feel like I had wrote it – the story was given to me by my surroundings.

This is slightly related to how I began to see how people and cultures describe their world. That night I had a very clear, vivid, and vibrant dream about the story I had written. I awoke fulfilled and complete. This was my story, it grounded my ethics and my creativity to a certain place. It made me feel more human –whatever that means. Just something about it was fulfilling. Allowing myself to have opened up that part of my head allowed so much more to come in.

I think that’s why Western culture has this deep meaningless and disjuncture within it. The stories of the culture are unfulfilling. Where does the personal and intimate have a place in economics that isn’t personal or intimate? How can the uniqueness and sentience of the world be found in a culture that views that natural world as dead –not even dead but non-living?

The Natural History of Puget Sound Country, gives one story of the forest. The forest is a predictable system in parts -containers within larger containers, compartments within other compartments. I am glad he alludes to the subjectivity and arbitrary nature of defining eco “systems”. There is another thing, the language of the culture is not as alive as other languages, that I will never truly be able to understand. System denotes a machine, something arbitrary, something not alive. I often wonder why they are not called communities. Community comes from the latin word communis, which means fellowship, union, shared by all. There is a personality of the word, it allows for the individual to be recognized as well as the whole and the relationship between them. To share or to become a union or fellowship implies awareness of self and of other. You cannot share without acknowledging the other and you cannot acknowledge the other without understanding a self. Thus community implies that the parts of a forest are sentient, and alive.

System as defined by the Online Etymology Dictionary comes from “L.L. systema "an arrangement, system," from Gk. systema "organized whole, body," from syn- "together" + root of histanai "cause to stand" from PIE base *sta- "to stand" (see stet). Meaning "set of correlated principles, facts, ideas, etc." first recorded 1638. Meaning "animal body as an organized whole, sum of the vital processes in an organism". There is no sense of individual, there is no sense of living individual -just parts of an organized whole. A system is just a set of principles and ideas. It is the idea of a “tree” and the idea of a “bush”, of a “plant”, but not this specific tree and this specific rock.

Would we call the classroom a learning system or a learning community? If so then why isn’t an ecosystem called an eco-community? I think there are deeper premises behind this language and it has to deal with the stories we have. If the world is stripped of its uniquness and individuality then clearcuts are possible if the forest is a system, if each individual tree is thought of as a “tree”. When it is thought of as “tree” or better, “Tree”, then people can call an Old Growth forest Decadent, or a tree plantation a forest. When this happens the true reality of this individual forest, and these individuals within this forest are then turned into “Forest”, or better, “ForestTM”. The spirit of the individual whether plant, animal, river, or rock is lost when it is completely turned into an abstract idea.

This is why the first peoples of the Northwest could take the amount they did from the land and maintain it’s beauty. When your reality is dictated by other living beings, it becomes relationships -they become friendships. Friends help bring forth each other. Friends allow the other to become more full and complete. The people were in a community. They were sharing with all. They took what they needed and gave back what was needed from them. That’s why when Westerners came they thought the land was pristine and untouched. Western Culture had long forgot what community was. Their stories were not grounded in place. Their stories weren’t grounded in physical reality –in ideas, in systems. They turned the land to meet the needs of systems, the economic system, the military system, The System. We aren’t individuals in The System, but we’re concepts and ideas. We are a worker, a CEO, a Stripper. Wealth doesn’t exist in gold or items. Items are symbolic they represent ideas of wealth.

The Online Etymology Dictionary gives the old English meaning of wealth as well being. Its original meaning was analogous to health. Around 1250 wealth changed to mean, “prosperity in abundance of possessions or riches”, a meaning that has very much continued to this day. Western Culture forgot the original ties to health. Money now tells who is “healthy”, so in a perverted sense it does still relate to health but only that those who are wealthy can afford to be healthy. Wealth in the modern sense has no ties to the land – as in believing the land does not have to be converted into an “abundance of possessions or riches”. The land was once like a good friend, who provided and cared for you, just as you would them. If I had a friend who always tried to change me into something else that would make me unhappy or sick, they wouldn’t be my friends. But, when one is not considered an other, but Other, then we can dump millions of gallons of toxins into rivers and into the land, because the land does not exist in a spiritual sense. Western Culture denies the spirit inherent in the world while traditional cultures do.

That spirit is eluded to in The Natural History of Puget Sound Country, when the author tells of how it is almost impossible to describe the beauty of an ancient forest. He speaks of how an ancient forest is timeless and infinite. A climax community is eternity on earth. How do you describe something infinite in words? The forest is spiritual it invokes emotion and meaning from the depths of our hearts. It brings us in out of our self-imposed exile. It yearns for us to leave this culture to come back home to the world. Maybe that is why the forest has been forever decimated as long as civilization has been. Who would want to live in civilization when one could live in a forest? Who would want to live in a system when they could live in a community? Who would want to live in an idea opposed to reality?

Week Two Reflection

The culture of a group of people deeply effects the surrounding environment they live in either a positive or negative light. Western Civilization – specifically in its American form – has had a particularly destructive relation to the land.  Fast forward a couple hundred years -if we’re unlucky- the cultural legacy of American’s will now be bush lands where ancient temperate forests lived. The shores and bays will be dead-zones where no life can live, save some forms of algae and bacteria. The grasslands of the Midwest and West turned into arid desert. People will find Concrete wastelands sprawling for miles into a jumbled maze of cul-de-sacs and huge box structures. All these structures slowly leech toxins into the ground water and surrounding environment. People will come across containers with weird markings on it, opening them would cause a Pandora’s Box of toxins and radioactive waste to seep into the environment and their bodies. This culture will continue to kill long after it is gone. Forest’s age structures will be in strange grid like formations from past tree farms and from the potential re-growth of deforested landscapes, some places where the soil has been so damaged my not ever see forests again. It will take thousands of years for the topsoil to become what it once was. Plastics will stick around for thousands of years never decomposing, cars and huge landfills will stay rusting away.It will take a long time for the legacy of Western Civilization to finally leave the planet. This is not even taking into account Global Warming. Islands in the Pacific have already been swallowed up1. The shapes of continents are determined by this culture. Western Civilization’s very legacy has changed the climate of the entire planet.Some of the greatest contrasts I find when I look to indigenous cultures and Western Civilization is the nature of their legacy, their relation to tradition and the future, and the relation to the land. As we had talked about in class before the advent of what we’d call civilization people lived in the world. They were a vital part of the ecology of the land. Through the very nature of their living they helped to maintain the health of the land and the other non-humans who lived there too. Since their living was so intimately tied to the land, the land became a reflection of their culture –just as it was the reflection of the cultures of the trees, bushes, bears, rivers, and mountains. That’s the main case for European imperialism of the North American continent. The people –or subhumans if we follow civilized logic- couldn’t have helped create the beauty of North America. They could not have lived here without destroying the land –something Europe forgot could happen after so many years of being colonized and under the brutal rule of civilization. A great explanation of why is in the definitions of who we call Indigenous and who we call Civilized.The Online Etymology Dictionary gives us the history of indigenous “born in a country, native”, from the latin word indigena, which literally means “in-born person”. The Old Latin root indu “in, within” plus the root gen “produce” gives us a modern translation, “to produced from within” - or to be less economic – “to be born from within”. The indigenous of America were made from the land, they became the land, just as the trees become the land, and the animals become the land. There creation stories second this definition to give proof. A sense of birth gives us a sense of cycle. As I have learned from class traditionally time wasn’t linear. If time is not linear than progress is not linear. If life is dictated by a cycle it will be reflected in the way one lives. Since everything else in the universe is a circle, people lived within the universe. This doesn’t mean that they never made mistakes or damaged the land – but the damage wasn’t as severe and the mistakes could be easily fixed.I tried to find a decent etymology and definition for civilization, but all the definitions that I could find were inadequate and simply said an “advanced” (skepticism added) state of society. However, the root civil gave me more information. Civil, derived from the word civis, “townsman” and is related to the word city. The word civilize comes from the French word, civilizer, “to make citified”. To be civilized gives us no connection to the land, no connection to life. Our connection is to the city. The process of becoming citified is linear. Cities take resources from outside and bring them in. Cities take living wild nature and turn them into stuff. Civilization is the consumption of wild nature.             Here is another parallel –savage, from the word silvaticus which “literally means of the woods”. A city eats the woods. A city needs the outlining forest for its survival -it needs unfettered access to the woods because a city can only grow like an open, infected sore –slowly destroying the once healthy surrounding flesh. Thus, it needs to get rid of the people who live in the woods – by either displacement, civilizing, or simply killing them. I think this is also why in the reading from Sweet Breathing of Plants the woman who used plants were so hated. They were not becoming fully civil. They still took from the woods and were dependent on it for plants and healing. They didn’t answer to the city. They didn’t answer the laws of the city. They answered to nature and the body. This is very dangerous. Entitlement is predicated upon the silencing and breaking of the victim. To be entitled to the forest any meaningful connection needs to be broken. To be entitled to everything in nature any meaningful connection needs to be broken. That’s why we have genocide, that’s why we have biocide and ecocide. That’s why we have pesticides called Earthcide.  If life is dictated by a line instead of circle the reference for our elders is negated and the nurturing of our children is negated. Elders are forgotten because they become too much a strain on the system –if they aren’t working than what’s there use? Children are taught how to make the most money and how to maintain the current system. They are taught how to maintain the process of citification a.k.a. civilization. Thus our history and tradition is not tradition it is the process of making and accumulating stuff.What I do know is that by having a native garden we can stop the progress of cities. We can stop the progress of civilization. By beginning to become dependent again on our bio-regional realities we can begin to heal the land. If we again remember and honor the people born from this place we will fair a lot better and maybe the cultural legacy of America won’t be completely negative.

1. http://news.independent.co.uk/environment/article2099971.ece [1]

 

Week Three Reflection

 I loved in lecture when we discussed the functions of the nervous system and how it is this vast interface between the physical and non-physical. That my skin, my nose, my eyes they all allow my inner-self to connect with my outer. Right now I am looking at a scar on my hand and I am thinking about myth and boundary. As I have been learning in my Power of story class, myth and our lives are dictated by boundaries, between the spirit world and the physical world, between the gods and us, the ocean and the beach, the forest and the field, above ground underground, water and air, day and night.Boundaries are not as rigid as they seem from away, they ebb and flow into each other like two tangoing on a dance floor always in constant flux. When these boundaries are breeched for too long, when one element is exposed into another for longer than its do or has been breeched disrespectfully bad things happen.  When the ocean comes onto land in a tidal wave the dance between land and sea is thrown into disarray until the ocean eventually recedes and the animals come back and things are normal again.  When uranium and metals are taken from their home in the depths of the earth they leech radiation into the air and land. I then think of my body and my nervous system – the bridge between my inner world of thought and self and my outer physical reality. When I got this scar on my hand my body was breeched and my inner self was physically exposed into my outer reality. This is why I hurt my inner was being exposed to my outer and not through the appropriate vessels of my eyes, ears, mouth, and pores. My body begins to bring blood to clot of the opening, and tries to close the gap and reestablish the boundary.  I have also spent the week thinking of my roots and my identity. Right now I think I have more fiborous roots because I have been all over the place. Sometimes I feel like an uprooted tree whose roots are sprawling into the air trying to connect to any solid place. Since this class I have been trying to understand my genealogical roots. When I was home over Christmas I stumbled upon the genealogy of my dad’s side of the family. I looked through all the English names and I wasn’t able to have enough time to really delve deep though. I’ve always been familiar with my fathers half of the family –living and dead. I have never ever gotten the chance to know anyone on my mom’s side of the family. I can’t go along only knowing half of myself so I have tried hard to trace back. When I think of my roots in this sense I think of a large root searching deeper and deeper into the depths of the earth trying to find water to nourish itself.  However since moving to Olympia my life has been grounded and stable. This has been the first place where I have felt totally and utterly content – where I didn’t wish I was somewhere else. Some days I just say to myself, “wow my life is so amazing.” My roots have finally found water. I just look back the couple months I have been here and I know I have grown and matured so much since I left the east.  All the experiences I have had and all the people I meet are like smaller roots growing from the node of my taproot finding new ways and places to nourish my body. Each experience is a small tiny root hair. Right now this is the place I need to be, this is the place where my roots are strong and go deep.I feel another reason for this is all my garden work and exploring I have been doing. I have been interacting with the land and I have been able to acknowledge and know so much of the physical land beyond the buildings and roads. I have been exploring the woods beyond the trail following animal trails to secret places hidden between houses and roads. A map of the land is forming in my head, clearer than I have ever had one. I have been listening to the stories of the humans and non-humans who have been living here for generations. My life now is the process of living and understanding those stories and living the lessons. This is where I draw meaning.

Week Four

Week 4 Reflection 

Winter is manifesting physically in the plants, their leaves bundled tightly in their buds. Soon we’ll be at the cusp of winter and they will make there slow journey into the world. The buds on the red alders are already almost bursting, their catkins beginning to fall to the ground.

            Spring is making it’s slow journey now, like the sun before dawn. The Pacific tree frog is out calling – a little less than a month late – but at least they’re back again for this year. I still have yet to hear the red-legged frog, who is also a month late. Maybe this is the year the die-off happens.

            My days have been quiet and reflective. My classes have focused on stories, and I have been reading and writing many. However, just like the buds on the red alder I am ready to burst forth and be active. There is so much that needs doing. 

            I have been going on many walks and have learned so much from and about my surroundings. Yesterday I sat under a large cedar listening to hoot owls call back and forth. I watched a seagull crack clams against the rocks and the clouds roll over the hills. I’ve been letting the land permeate my skin and seep into my bones.  This has done two things. First, I have fallen completely in love with where I live. I have learned many of the plants and animals as individuals and many have become my friends. Secondly, however, my love is also a heartbreak because the land is bleeding and not being respected. Trash litters the roads and can even be found deep within the woods. Open spaces where I have learned and loved are under the constant threat of development, or are on death row waiting for that faithful day. So I have a great urgent feeling. I want to fight like mad to help and save what I can. The buds aren’t the only things the come with spring. Where will coyote and deer go? Or raccoon? As the bulldozers and roads come and divide more and more, they are pushed in smaller and smaller places. How can I honor what the land teaches and gives me if it is constantly being leveled and subdivided? So my journal in a sense is trying to hold on to peaces of the earth just incase they are lost. So in that sense the journal is very important to me. The land is my medicine, the land is my garden.

Week Five

Keeping It Living Chapter 2: Low-Level Food Production and the Northwest Coast by Bruce D. Smith

 

Summary:

            The article is broken into three sections. The first part spoke of the lack of an adequate definition of who the First Peoples of the Northwest are.  Anthropologists have typically defined the Northwest cultures as being “complex” hunter-gatherers due to the fact they lived for extend periods of time in sedentary villages and had a complex socio-political culture seemingly lacking in any form of agriculture –a prerequisite for a classed society. The instead article places Northwest peoples in a “middle ground” between hunter-gatherers and agriculturalists. 

            Smith begins to speak of a “continuum of domestication and plant use between foraging and domestication. Foraging has very little modification of the surroundings while domestication is the genetic modification of species through human interaction.  There has been a lot of debate about the hierarchical notion of foraging eventually gives way to agriculture and how it should be viewed more in terms of a continuum. Cultures can have a varying range of domestication. Some cultures can be vary dependent upon it while others can be slightly dependent.

            However, once again, domestication of plants in the Northwest is hard to prove due to the use of perennials and lack of adequate evidence, so we can never truly know how much of a diet is based on domesticated food crops.

            The article focuses heavily on the inadequacy of terminology with the “middle ground”, due to the varying words and cultural assumptions behind the words used to describe these cultures. Smith proposed instead of calling Northwest peoples horticulturalists or gardeners to call Northwest food practices “food production” and even more precisely, “low level food production economies without morphological domesticates”.

Response:

            I found Smith’s article really alienating -more specifically his language.  I feel his language choices totally detached the essence and power of Northwest peoples relationship with the land that I had learned through Teachings of the Tree People and The Earth’s Blanket. I almost forgot I was reading about the same people. 

            Smith’s language was so economical, scientific and rigid that I forgot we were discussing the same people.  It is important to acknowledge and appreciate the true extent that Northwest cultures have lived within the land –but I feel the true essence and spirit of that living is lost in translation between what they practiced and his language. I felt I was reading an economics book. Where was the acknowledgement of the spirit and wisdom of the plants? It was almost as if he was saying, “look! These people acted in a western manner too! They had ‘economies’ and ‘production’!” All those words have very loaded cultural meanings and Smith falls within the same trap he is critiquing in his article.

            Again I think this is all so hard and alienating because we are trying to classify and categorize a living vibrant community. There are going to be contradictions and enigmas, but that’s the mystery and beauty of life! Why is it so important to define and categorize everything? Wouldn’t it be just as enriching and informative to simply explain what the culture was and not try to fit it into this or that?  Its like we’re missing the bigger picture. When I finished I felt uninspired. I wish he had described the cultural contexts of “food production” what were the stories behind each plant or animal? What were the stories behind this or that cultural practice?

            I also disagree with his statement, “domestication has been present to a greater or lesser extent, in all cultures and at all times.” There really isn’t any proof to that, or any way of proving it.  I went for a walk in the woods and sat and asked the forest this and this is what we came up with: Every living thing effects every other living thing. Living creatures enter into relations and those relations affect the way in which beings engage in the world. Eventually those changes are reflected in genes and DNA. Deer will forage certain plants in certain ways just as Giraffes will eat certain plants in certain ways. Some birds can only eat out of this flower or this fruit. Some bees can only pollinate this or that flower. This does not mean that the deer has domesticated the plant or the plant the deer. This does not mean bees domesticate flowers or the other way around. They are in a relationship and through daily action beings are affected. If we were to use smiths definition the whole world is domesticated by itself. Eventually as any eco-community reaches maturity and complexity things become dependent on others. Panda’s are dependent on bamboo, but are not domesticated, they are in a certain relationship serving the health of the over all community.

            I would go one step more and say domestication doesn’t happen only when there is a genetic change and dependence happens, I would say domestication happens when it is only for personal gain. Civilization domesticates plants and animals only for the use of this specific person or people. There is no being part of a community and giving back to that community. There is no part in being part of the world. It is taking something and manipulating and controlling it for sheerly personal ends. Burning berry bushes helps the whole community non-human and human. Row crops dependent on pesticides and fertilizer don’t help the over all community. Domestication involves a cultural awareness of this is only for me. Historically domestication doesn’t last. Eventually the earth and land take back the species that is being controlled exclusively, either through drought or disease. Every Civilization that has existed has collapsed, how often due to intense domestication?

How does this chapter relate to my garden site?

Well the chapter gives insight into the nature and full extent of some of the relationships with the plants Northwest peoples have. It would be interesting to be able to know the manner in which each plant was used and how it was collected within different cultures. This could play an important part in the sister garden. In the book the Sister garden could show how the plants were harvested and how much –something very important when considered with sustainability issues. Northwest peoples harvest and lived in this bioregion for thousands of years without denuding the landscape –it’d vital to know how we can also do that.

It might even be interesting to put up signage talking about the true practices of Northwest Peoples somewhere within the sister garden. The main thing the article did was make me want to always ask, “can I take and consume you?” To always be aware of how I am treating the plants and always respecting that I don’t own them. That it’s okay if other animals eat “my” plants. In the end it’s the plants decision.

Week 6 Reflection

 

This week’s reading made me think a lot about how western cultures relate with plants, and how often it is viewed in a one dimensional view.  This is one of the reasons why I disagree with Bruce D. Smith so much on his analysis of domestication and the view that domestication is, “cultural selection for useful phenotypic characters” or that domestication is, “a degree of dependence on human actions for the plant’s survival.” What these definitions are saying is that humans only act and change the earth, and that the earth does not actively change humans.  It says that humans aren’t dependent upon the earth and that the earth must be dominated for it’s own survival.  I wonder if this comes from the Judeo/Christian view of human beings in a state of permanence.  That since we were made in God’s image, we cannot physically change and we are thus at the pinnacle of our evolution, what globalist liberals like to call the “end of history”. Our whole culture, physically, spiritually, and mentally is based on it. How else could we create plastics and other items that don’t decay for thousands of years?

Anyways, if plants are indeed conscious then why is the possibility of plants “domesticating” us out of the question. Could it not be that just as bees and pollen have evolved together, so too do humans and plants? That salal wants humans to burn them periodically, because not only do more berries help humans, but it helps the salal reproduce. Camas is another example  If Douglas Fir forests like to “invade” meadows and prairies, but camas can only grow in a meadow or prairie habitat, then wouldn’t it be convenient to form a relationship with humans who need carbohydrates that camas just so happens to provide? This turns into a mutually beneficial relationship between the camas and humans. Humans are given a stable supply of carbohydrates, while the camas is given protection from the Douglas fir. There is no one-dimension. The camas needs humans just as much as humans need camas. Again this isn’t a form of domestication because the “control” is mutually inclusive.

I think it is childish to only see relations from a point a to point b prospective, that ultimately has its basis in industrial/civilized culture, how can this be converted into that. How can this camas be converted into food? Instead of how does this help me and how do I help it? But not in a linear sense of the word help. How do I exist with this, and how then does it exist with me?

So in the Rigoberta Menchú’s essay “Maize”, to ask how do these people control corn is the wrong question. It’s looking in the wrong place. Just as culturally, to ask how we control things is to look at the wrong question, and it’s looking in the wrong place. The relationship between maize and the people is mutual. How do the people exist with maize and the maize people? When we call a people, The People of Corn, we are saying that the identity between who is corn and who is people is gray, that they are both the same but different. Just as it is said that during sex people come to be one, the act of eating is just as intimate. When do the corn end and the people begin? Where do you end and I begin?

 

Week 7 Reflection

 

The notion of a weed is immature and so often arbitrary. Dandelions are the vilest of the weeds, the bane of the immaculate lawn. But, the notion of a lawn is flawed. I see the dandelion as a reminder of where a lawn should be going. The label “weed” is just as similar as any racial slur you could say, because it is based on denying the plants own character. The character of the plant is ascribed from an outside source instead of the plant itself.  Weed has the same connotations as pest, in the way,  or useless. We’ll if we look at the European expansion over the world, that’s how indigenous peoples were treated - as a weed. The world over, indigenous peoples were just in the way of the divine master plan. Or the indigenous are on our land or under our oil or they are living in our forests.

 

God gave the World to Men in Common; but since he gave it them for their benefit, and the greatest Conveniences of Life they were capable to draw from it, it cannot be supposed that he meant it should always remain common and uncultivated. He gave it to the use of the Industrious and Rational (and Labour was to be his Title to it).”-John Locke

 

A ‘weed’ filled lawn is a lawn against God because that which is common and uncultivated is not being used to the divine potential given to the “Industrious and Rational”. Well if God only gave this benefit to those who labor, and my culture only views the world one-dimensionally as in this is turned into that. Then all those who live in a non-linier fashion are in the way. What better justification than divinity? Indigenous people hold no title to the land because the land looks “virgin” (or not utterly destroyed).  For the mainstream American what could be better than a perfectly trim, green, bug free lawn? For the industrialist, what could be better than an empty continent?  When people were colonizing the Americas progress was in number of Indians killed and trees cut.

Thinking in terms of weeds and not weeds is damaging and immature for another reason. For the longest time red alder was considered a weedy tree that got in the way of more marketable trees like Douglas Fir. Well after spraying forests with pesticides killing the Red Alder they were having the hardest time growing back the forest. Well markets are a really, really stupid thing to base a culture on, because when your allegiance and responsibility is to the market than fuck anything that sells, it’s a weed.

Red alder are vital to the health of the forest because they fix nitrogen into the soil. In the Northwest biome, nitrogen is the limiting nutrient and with out it you will have a hard time getting anything. This culture treats the indigenous the same way. We commit genocide thinking they are nothing more than stupid lazy savages taking up our space, but then when we realize that our culture is meaningless and destroying the planet, we look at them for help, just like a child who has realized he was wrong and his parents are right. When will this culture of weeds swallow their pride and admit they were wrong, because we won’t make much progress till we get towards that point.

A green manicured lawn is a wasteland, more petroleum products than anything. I we don’t change our relationship to the earth it too soon will be come a wasteland. A green lawn is to a happy landowner as a sprawling city is to western culture.  

Week 8 Reflection

 

            When ever I allow myself to flood my mind with the images and reality of living in a culture of occupation, and a culture of colonization I have no idea how to come to grips or terms to it.

            The imposed reality of colonization runs deep to the core of modern society, to go again to  Locke, himself an architect of modern, “democracy” really said the problem (though he did not see it as such) with horrific clarity:

       God gave the World to Men in Common; but since he gave it them for their benefit, and the greatest Conveniences of Life they were capable to draw from it, it cannot be supposed that he meant it should always remain common and uncultivated. He gave it to the use of the Industrious and Rational (and Labour was to be his Title to it).” 

Nancy Turner says this deeply embedded sense of private ownership and western concepts of, “cultivation” were almost religious. I would say the relationship was in every aspect of the word religious. Religion, from the word religare, “to bind fast”, related to the word rely, as in the notion of having a placed obligation. Or more simply to be bond tightly to obligation. It’s not as hard to destroy a people if they are in the way of you and heavenly glory. It’s not as hard to destroy a people if it divinely ordained –regardless if thou shalt not kill is a tenant of that religion.  It’s not so hard if it’s an obligation to kill those in the way, so that the earth can be turned into God’s Divine Plan.

This also works from the bottom up. One of the hardest reasons it is to get out of abusive relationships, is the false promises we are given, or that we make. He will change if I treat him better, He only hit me because I was out of line. That can be translated one to one. My place in society will change if I work harder. I was only beat because I wasn’t working as hard as I could. I was only hit because of me. If I just wait he will change. Abusive people (and cultures) justify their behavior by transferring responsibility to the victim.  I only hit you because I love you. I hit you because you hurt me. They are amazing liars and at transferring guilt. As long as they can make the victim believe that everything is in their hands, and that in reality the victim is the problem, the fundamental relationship will change.  You want to save this piece of land, but what about our jobs? God gave us dominion over the earth, do you hate God?

            This changes the dynamics of the situation, and a dynamic we see all the time.  We need to clear cut so we can have jobs. I hit you because I love you. I have heard and been told this all the time when it comes to wilderness protection. We can’t protect wilderness because then people are denied access to the land.  But, what it doesn’t account for is this cultures inability to treat the land it takes in any semblance of a respectful manner and thus should not be given land till they understand how to live with it.  I’ve gotten in arguments with people over how they think wilderness advocates are anti-human because they take land away from people. I then ask how destroying the land is pro-human, how clear-cutting or mining is pro-human? I ask how a dying land-base is pro-human? And I usually get the same response. We need to have jobs, and we need to cut down trees and mine so people can have work.  They totally deny the question and go straight to that  response. This is the crux of what Locke was saying. He gave it to the use of Industrious and Rational (and Labour was to be his Title to it).  Land ownership is a divine enjoinder. Destroying land is the gateway to heaven. Whether that Heaven is up in the clouds, or a mansion and 4 car garage, either way the motivation comes from the same place.

            Rational thought has a blind spot, and that is the relation of people to land.  If we were to look at the physical reality and history of the rise of industrialism, and weigh the benefits to the costs it doesn’t work out. The evidence and history shows that industrialism is killing the planet and degrading relationships and quality of life for the majority of humans and non-humans. But Rational thought –for all its touting of being based in reality- is based in abstraction. It is intimately tied with the divinity of God and Christianity.

            This is the culture I have inherited and Keeping it Living was sad for me to read, because it shows that people need to write so much about something that was so obvious, that the hatred of people and land is so engrained into this culture.

 

--- For my Personal Project I am going to be sharing some books that have helped me immensely in understanding the world and helped me find my own identity. I will talk about how cedar has been a majority gate way between two realities and understanding. And lastly I will talk about what I am doing for my personal garden project.

 

Weekly Reflection 9

 

Parts of The Sweet Breathing of Plants have been really great and inspiring, other parts have been painful and angering, and some I felt were frustrating. The first chapter that really spoke to me was Naomi Shihab Nye’s essay, “Mint Snowball”. It made me think about my Grandmother before she passed away, and the blueberry foods she’d make for me when I was a young child. When my grandparents lived in Maine they had twelve acres in Belfast. The back yard was a great sloping hill that went all the way down to the rocky ocean. My brother and I would go out in the morning to pick wild blueberries to bring up to my grandmother, who would make us blueberry pancakes, muffins, pies anything. But they always tasted like she had made them. When she died a couple years ago so did her cooking and that is one of the things I miss most, were the smell of blueberries cooking. The essay just brought back all the smells and tastes and how I won’t ever taste them again, or be able to sit next to my grandmother again and do the morning jumble. Of all the essays in the book, this one hit home the hardest.

I’ve loved Teresa tsimmu Martino’s work since Meg got me one of her books a while ago. Her poems show such an intimate relation she has with her surroundings and they have definitely inspired some more my poetry as well as interactions with the land.          Brenda Peterson’s “Killing Our Elders” hurt the most, because I felt the same when I first drove to the coast and saw the clearcuts. I didn’t understand and I still cannot understand how a culture can just plow through forests far older and wiser than any human. It is so arrogant and really unjustifiable. The land is our first teacher, and if you kill the land then who teaches us? How do we truly learn then?

In the end the book gave me a deeper insight to the cultures incapacity to understand the land and the cultures hatred of women, because both women and land are so intimately tied. I would also say that men too are just as intimately tied, but it seems that we have forgotten out connections more deeply than women.  The essay’s on the hatred of women who used plants really gave me clarity in the nature of colonization and earth hatred.

 

Adam Martin

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