that small but most finished piece of mechanism
turns the hay to rust.
whether the rooster knows of his own futility
is unknown in the calls and sparks of the morning.
once a graceful instrument,
the decrepit heaving loom now only weaves
to the will of its master.
in harvest or harmony, hell or here else
all falls to the rage of man.
but raw skin pushed always sits the same way.
according to all the laws of taste
what we have digested is becoming repetitive.
according to all the laws of taste
it is hollow to sit in the sills of windows.
according to all the laws of taste
]]>that small but most finished piece of mechanism
turns the hay to rust.
whether the rooster knows of his own futility
is unknown in the calls and sparks of the morning.
once a graceful instrument,
the decrepit heaving loom now only weaves
to the will of its master.
in harvest or harmony, hell or here else
all falls to the rage of man.
but raw skin pushed always sits the same way.
according to all the laws of taste
what we have digested is becoming repetitive.
according to all the laws of taste
it is hollow to sit in the sills of windows.
according to all the laws of taste
desire and lullabies have forgotten each other.
according to all the laws of taste
when the black steam engine rolls in
we’ll hear the red rolling feet striking all the places they forgot to rock.
dangers of the hand.
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its two doors saw the insides of infants spindlings. it raced to the sand and conquered fields of tulips and lilac hair. at one point the truck was said to have held all of the wishes small walrusses mull over in their tusks, all the whimsy present in scattered kites and ocean glory. it bounced over cobbles, diced over the leaves, sat jauntily resting in the rays by the bright house, its bed filled with crisp fall sticks or christmas trees.
it left behind a family that wanted to hold onto all of the memories squished in between the cracks of the seats, that played out on the windshield with joy; traversing over and over again in their heads of what chipped the paint that one time over the right wheel, or the blood from the scraped knee on the floor. it took away the reality of those memories, leaving their visions of past entropy to reside even more far off to the left side of the netherworld, fog nebuli and evening globe lights interchanging in the backs of skulls. the mother reached to touch the side of a time held in blue paint when things were simple enough that contentment could be equated with a truck.
]]>its two doors saw the insides of infants spindlings. it raced to the sand and conquered fields of tulips and lilac hair. at one point the truck was said to have held all of the wishes small walrusses mull over in their tusks, all the whimsy present in scattered kites and ocean glory. it bounced over cobbles, diced over the leaves, sat jauntily resting in the rays by the bright house, its bed filled with crisp fall sticks or christmas trees.
it left behind a family that wanted to hold onto all of the memories squished in between the cracks of the seats, that played out on the windshield with joy; traversing over and over again in their heads of what chipped the paint that one time over the right wheel, or the blood from the scraped knee on the floor. it took away the reality of those memories, leaving their visions of past entropy to reside even more far off to the left side of the netherworld, fog nebuli and evening globe lights interchanging in the backs of skulls. the mother reached to touch the side of a time held in blue paint when things were simple enough that contentment could be equated with a truck.
]]>her arms like to feel productive. the boxes are a relief, an outlet to perform well without effort.
blank. slate. fill.
the tendons hear their own purpose in the lines designated by others. its easy to demarcate. and terrifying to let the etchings become scribbles. if you were to look at your world and the walls had become blips of seafoam and dotted gesture who would hold your hand then?
i cannot formulate whether the confined spaces bother me anymore or not. hyper-empty, protocalled dreams, all of the ticks and tocks chipped off the block and when the ice is thicker than your identity it is unknowable if it will fall away.
there is a face. his eyes are closed. his lips are thin, the ears a bit a-symmetrical.
rivets of hair, conundrum of a father, half tones bark, spin. it goes.
swagger between total order and total chaos. we're left looking at the spare skin pieces as testimony to our compulsions. the thin pieces of paper. the thin pieces of paper. if you could hold your life in your hands would you ever again condemn yourself to the back arches that led to a place which could never be seen.
even experimentation is contrived. the excercises fall in with the rest. motions gone through to break whatever will you thought you had left.
that one time. that same time again.
check the vitals. underscore the initials. sign your duty. gaze at all the remnants that signified your ordering.
]]>her arms like to feel productive. the boxes are a relief, an outlet to perform well without effort.
blank. slate. fill.
the tendons hear their own purpose in the lines designated by others. its easy to demarcate. and terrifying to let the etchings become scribbles. if you were to look at your world and the walls had become blips of seafoam and dotted gesture who would hold your hand then?
i cannot formulate whether the confined spaces bother me anymore or not. hyper-empty, protocalled dreams, all of the ticks and tocks chipped off the block and when the ice is thicker than your identity it is unknowable if it will fall away.
there is a face. his eyes are closed. his lips are thin, the ears a bit a-symmetrical.
rivets of hair, conundrum of a father, half tones bark, spin. it goes.
swagger between total order and total chaos. we're left looking at the spare skin pieces as testimony to our compulsions. the thin pieces of paper. the thin pieces of paper. if you could hold your life in your hands would you ever again condemn yourself to the back arches that led to a place which could never be seen.
even experimentation is contrived. the excercises fall in with the rest. motions gone through to break whatever will you thought you had left.
that one time. that same time again.
check the vitals. underscore the initials. sign your duty. gaze at all the remnants that signified your ordering.
]]>October 18, 2007
Presentation
The Washington State Capitol was completed in 1928. Existing as six main buildings, it was designed to appear as one building from the harbor, as people arriving by ship or train, (the most prevalent form of transportation at the time) would see it dominating the landscape from below. Much of the décor and layout is designed according to the hierarchy that operates inside of it. For example, the House of Representatives is trimmed with gold while the Senate is trimmed with the more expensive material platinum. Apparently the Senate was very upset that the House of Representatives was installed with desks made of walnut which were higher in value than their own desks made of mahogany. Even the dome of the building was subjected to representing its proper place in the hierarchy. The architects were ordered by Washington to construct a smaller dome than had been planned because the structure of a state capitol could not be taller than the main capitol building in DC.
A lot of what the tour guide focused on was the opulence present in the space. She gushed about all of the different kinds of marble, the lights which held 5,000 bulb fixtures, the chandeliers that had 10,000 crystals, the expensive carpet. The entire space was extremely lavish, ornate and formal. People in our tour group kept remarking, “It’s just so beautiful. It’s just so beautiful.” Their tone was one of awe and shame, similar to a kid in one of those living rooms off limits to anyone but adults where you can’t touch anything.
]]>October 18, 2007
Presentation
The Washington State Capitol was completed in 1928. Existing as six main buildings, it was designed to appear as one building from the harbor, as people arriving by ship or train, (the most prevalent form of transportation at the time) would see it dominating the landscape from below. Much of the décor and layout is designed according to the hierarchy that operates inside of it. For example, the House of Representatives is trimmed with gold while the Senate is trimmed with the more expensive material platinum. Apparently the Senate was very upset that the House of Representatives was installed with desks made of walnut which were higher in value than their own desks made of mahogany. Even the dome of the building was subjected to representing its proper place in the hierarchy. The architects were ordered by Washington to construct a smaller dome than had been planned because the structure of a state capitol could not be taller than the main capitol building in DC.
A lot of what the tour guide focused on was the opulence present in the space. She gushed about all of the different kinds of marble, the lights which held 5,000 bulb fixtures, the chandeliers that had 10,000 crystals, the expensive carpet. The entire space was extremely lavish, ornate and formal. People in our tour group kept remarking, “It’s just so beautiful. It’s just so beautiful.” Their tone was one of awe and shame, similar to a kid in one of those living rooms off limits to anyone but adults where you can’t touch anything.
Being in this space, hearing what the tour guide focused on and how the people reacted made me become very conscious of the power that inanimate things can possess. I also became very aware of how the authority held in tradition can be used manipulatively to produce certain effects. I experienced how loaded the tradition of art history is by how this form of the capitol drew from and depended on the prestige and heritage of the classical tradition. The big columns, white marble and layout all testify to the strength of the ancient Roman and Greek empires and manipulate the viewer into equivocating our society with ancient greatness. This structure is a great example of the discursive power held in form. If a building can replicate or produce a form that is respected it can imply the content without the real meat of what is actually operating within that form ever having to be fully disclosed.
This was the effect being produced in the onlookers, one of respect without it being warranted simply because of representation. However I experienced the space as being so formal and ornate that it was removed and alienating; it left me wondering what we were trying so hard to manifest in our fancy marble and perfect symmetry. It seemed overdone, and while this may instill hope or pride of our government in some who view this structure, I experienced a sense of desperation that had to create something opulent and backed by others traditions to overcompensate for what we lack. It was an empty exoskeleton perched on top of a hill.
]]>it was the same kind of institutional space you've seen continually for years. bland. mechanic. pragmatic. the high desk, stacks of paper, routine dialogue played out over and over again for maximum efficiency. question. process. file out.
]]>it was the same kind of institutional space you've seen continually for years. bland. mechanic. pragmatic. the high desk, stacks of paper, routine dialogue played out over and over again for maximum efficiency. question. process. file out.
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