A tale for the time being was a book that definitely sent me through a loop, I had a lot of scenarios form in my head throughout the book but it also drew me in and didn’t throw me off as much as i’d think something like this would. With so many characters having different connections and communicating in such ways that seem somewhat impossible and mixed up like the relationship between ruth and nao. I really loved the idea of ‘ghosts’ in this book, i’m not sure why but my friends and I formed a bit of an obsessions with ghosts back in high school and up until now I truly believe in them, to an extent. One idea that came up with me was the situation with Kayla and her completely blocking off Ruth. As she is IMing her but can’t figure out if she’s ignoring her, hates or, blocked her etc. but it feels how I feel with my culture as an Asian-American or half, I feel like a ghost or that my ancestors and culture is a ghost to me or even that being an asian-american I am a ghost to the Japanese culture as well as being white, but I also feel like its the one thing that allows me to see my own identity. I don’t have a 100% connection with either one of these pieces of myself and overall it makes me feel hidden, shied away from, stereotyped with unformed stereotypes as i’m just another ‘multicultural’ person. I had a very personal feeling when all these ideas of ghosts were going on. Another thing in this book that really put me through a loop was Ozekis control between so many characters and making their characters seem so distinct with strong, opposite personalities even in different pieces of time, as the reader if felt like she was pulling me into the book, allowing me to go inside the mind of these characters, feeling like a part of their stories, and for some characters I felt like I formed a relationship where others like Nao, I didn’t really care for. Another connection for me and Ozeki’s was the movie we watched after reading when Oseki is able to bring all her grandmothers things to her mother and speak to her about those things, asking questions, bringing up old memories and just connecting with her mother. Throughout the past two quarters my grandmothers health conditions have gone a bit down hill and I personally believe its a sign to take advantage of this time with her, theres so many things I want an need to know and i’ve opened up and finally have things I can relate to her with. Ozeki does this in the movie by sort of making up some scenarios with her, making up stories with the artifacts and going in to the past of her moms experiences. It also let me connect this to the book with if I truly believed some of the situations that were portrayed in the book, the stories Ozeki had with her mother, and some of the feelings I feel as half.
Also can I just point out the whole time that I read this book and heard Ozeki it made me think of Sake because Ozeki is a brand that makes it that my uncle buys. (Random thought)