Agency/Radical Parasites

Two Models For Talking About Agency

Agency – I’m thinking about the role of agency in migration and diaspora. How much choice is there in the face of dire poverty and hunger? As the effects of global capitalism settle into billions of bodies, is there really a choice to leave?
Other things to consider: How capitalism displaces, drives currents [circuits] of bodies, the role of agency in transnational and transracial adoption.  

Radical parasites – When women use (parasite) men to leave poverty. For example, Ling in The Beautiful Country. She is forced to do sex work, and ends up marrying a white man with money to escape her situation. One way to think about it is loss of agency (again, how much choice is involved when one is living in extreme poverty?), or it could be viewed as radical parasitism. As in, parasiting off of a white American man’s institutionalized privilege and capital to remove oneself from poverty.

Beautiful Country Opinions

This film tells the story of a mixed race Vietnamese/White son who upon reaching adulthood seeks to find his real parents. The movie overall was quite enjoyable. The main character’s name was Binh and he dealt with innumerable obstacles trying to find his true family. He has a Vietnamese mother and an American GI father who left Vietnam when Binh was a baby for unknown reasons.

Binh has visible scars scattered throughout his body, no doubt attained throughout his hard life of being a mixed race war baby. When in Vietnam his kinsmen don’t associate with him and don’t categorize him as Vietnamese but instead as a Bui Doi. Then in America he suffers the same fate of lack of a true acceptance from his origin points.

Binh’s story shows the struggle that any “foreigner” must deal with when trying to make it to America as a minority. From a horrible long boat ride from Vietnam to America, to the raw hatred one must deal with when being of mixed heritage.

While I have read countless examples of the pain and suffering caused by being a foreigner in your own country it was a completely different experience to see it all visibly.

In the end after all his pain and hardships, Binh did finally find some happiness when he finds out about the status of his father and gets to meet him. The movie ended openly but gave a strong feeling of reassurance that Binh is living a much better life and a better place.

Hello 47 Ronin

Hello KeanuOh hi, Keanu Reeves. What are you doing in my movie?

I think that this movie is a great way to underscore one of my beliefs: some parts of culture don’t translate well to other cultures.

Now, the original legend of the 47 Rōnin is pretty cool in my book. My dad explained it to me as more of a psychological thriller than anything else. It might be telling about our culture, but I’m hard pressed to think of any American equivalent legend – the closest I can come is the Battle of the Alamo.

So how do you make it palatable to an American audience? Apparently you add Keanu Reeves and a love story. And this is where it all goes wrong.

Suddenly, the story changes to something about an outcast willing to do anything for his love. It feels like someone just stapled the two plot lines together, as if they thought the sum would be greater than the parts. It’s so obvious that you can’t suspend your disbelief to get lost in the story, like someone just yelling plot at you or something.

I’m willing to give people lots of credit when their heart is in the right place. Sure, some of the costuming is wrong. Sure, there were some Asian-y elements to the story as opposed to specifically Japanese parts.

But when you delete so much (my on-screen count never got higher than about 20 ronin, for example), I have to say that it sucks. And apparently I’m not alone in thinking that.

Week 3, Monday. Chapters 10 -13.

I. Chapters 10-13 were relevant to other readings I’ve done and I enjoyed making those connections throughout the book and to other texts. Like previous readings there are examples as to how immigrants were forced to abandon culture (page 463). In order to be accepted they must assimilate and in order to assimilate they must pass as with everything they can, which means going above and beyond with language, dress, etc. finally leading to loss of original culture. Of course there were new points and experiences within these chapters and I found that they wove in and out with other experiences.

II. Pages 361-365: The Korean veterans of World War II, who were denied service at a restaurant and whose stories are similar to other veterans of color, such as the African Americans or Japanese who served; when  these veterans they came home they realized that not only was citizenship not enough to be accepted, but risking their life to honor that citizenship was not enough either. It seems that many of the Asian American experiences post-World War II have become forgotten stories when generally thinking of segregation. In recognizing oppressed groups it is important not to delegitimize the experiences and struggles of one over the other, as this could lead to erasing the experiences and struggles of other groups. Instead, it’s important to look at the history behind both and where both of these experiences are coming from and in recognizing the similarities and differences we begin to individualize the different communities. For example, both Korean and Japanese veterans were targeted through racial violence and segregation during and after World War II because they were both Asian and therefore profiled as the “enemy”. However, with the evacuation of Japanese immigrants and Japanese Americans land and jobs on the west coast opened up (Takaki, page 365). By digging deeper into these forgotten stories, we then are able to trace the road that leads to the present. 

III. I found important connections (page 378) to internalized “Girl-hate” [sexism] and how there is so much internalized and social competition that it overwhelms consideration and morality and blinds people into thinking in terms of 1. “on my side” and 2. “not on my side so I hate them”. This can also be seen with cultural appropriation. For example- the craze for moccasins in the recent years but the historical brutality that was done to Native Nation people in order to “assimilate” them. It lends itself to control of an oppressed group those with privilege and power make the rules for the oppressed (what is normal). Similarly, selfishness and entitlement are so ingrained in American culture but “being selfish” is seen as a very negative attitude which then leads to excuses as to why certain selfishness is okay (“I’m appreciating the culture, not appropriating it”).

IV. Page 393 inspired the analysis on “names to numbers”: a way in which taking away the individuality of a name from a person and then shifting them into number not only affects them psychologically but it also allows the person who is using the number to detach and allows for insensitivity. (Even if not all those using the number mean for that to happen.) There are multiple examples of this happening, where society and media has and does erase oppressed identities. Some of those examples include the incarceration during WWII (Japanese family names), Hawai’ian plantations, prison systems, and sex-culture (how many people you’ve slept with which determines your worth), and fat-shaming (how much you weigh/what size you wear determining your worth).

V. “Racism is like a wall. You cannot break through” (page 463).
The importance of solidarity and how wrecking solidarity (page 416) hurts everyone except for those with the unshakable power. Likewise, going at the wall alone brings overwhelming fear and stress (page 415), which does not support a healthy attitude towards oneself. And without that healthy attitude and the feeling of being powerless it is much easier to believe what others are saying about you and how you are being treated. On page 409 there is a connection with this and how it is necessary to reach back when one advances to pull others up too.

VI. One of the biggest connections I’ve found within this reading as well as with other texts I’ve explored is relationship that education had with race and poverty. On page 424 there is an example of the importance placed on education. For immigrant people who have had to start over in America and who are treated as unintelligent people despite their credentials it does not take much to understand why they would put so much importance on higher education. Likewise, page 427 really connected with 458 leading me to think about conditions inside labor/factory jobs  (being terrible and exhausting) which, in turn, effects life after work/ home life.  Therefore,”free time” is not easily spent learning English or going to night classes, because their free time isn’t really free. Instead, those with exhausting factory jobs may find themselves doing necessary self care or continuing onto another job or going home to care for other family members.

With this cycle it puts all of the pressure on the individual to rise to standards they did not create. If they do not rise, they are an example. If they do rise, they are met with a new set of obstacles. Examples of this can be seen on page 430, where a young Vietnamese immigrant was basically pushed out of school based on unfair expectations (being put into a class that was much more advanced in the subject than he was) and then joined a gang of boys as a way to belong. 

VII. “To be out of sight is to be without social service” (page 478). This was such a powerful, true quote. To be misrepresented is to be placed out of sight. To be erased is to be out of sight. To be incarcerated is to be out of sight. To be reduced to anonymity and stripped of individuality is to to be out of sight. To be told that your language is not acceptable but the resources to learn the “acceptable” languages is to lose your voice and be out of sight. To be under law that restricts your rights is to be out of sight. To be beaten and murdered is to be out of sight. To have your culture appropriated, stolen, and trivialized for profit is to be out of sight.

VIII. Why this program exists: “Asian Americans blame the educational system fr not including their history in the curricula and for not teaching about U.S. society in all of its racial and cultural diversity” (page 482). If we generally do not learn about this history and our usual input of Asian Americans comes from mass media then do we not need to critically analyze the type of media we are being fed? We need to see where it comes from and who is offering us indulgences. There is an incredible explanation on the importance of cultural representations and the stereotypes in media on pages 480-481.

IX. I believe the addition to chapter 133 was very necessary. Chapters 1-12 have such detailed and rich information about Asian Americans and their immigration/refugee story and while I think it’s important to develop a the ability to make connections between then and now it was helpful to have the “relevant to now” addition. For instance, the 1992 LA Riot happened the year I was born (page 497). While so much can change in 22 years there is also so much that resides and does not fully resolve. Enrollment is still effected today and that perpetuates the race, gender, class, etc. roles that are still very much alive. So by adding chapter 13, not only do we see the change and progress over time but we see why Takaki is still writing and how more change is still necessary.

X. ”To confront the current problems of racism, Asian Americans know they must remember the past and break its silence” (page 484).

Week 2, Thursday. “Better Luck Tomorrow”

Dear Journal,

Today I found out my first kiss of the year killed my -technically- still boyfriend and my first kiss’ best friend tried to kill himself and still no one is asking how I’m doing! I mean, I’m really happy that people are paying attention to this group of guys that are so often over-looked, stereotyped, and used as punch-lines but come on! AGH. Okay okay, I guess I should calm down…

I should be happy for these guys to be represented the way that they are. They even purposely make fun of themselves to bring stereotypes to the forefront. With this technique elements in media and life that are problematic (but so common that they become overlooked and normalized) are blatantly put into the spotlight and challenge the “normalcy”. Even Ben says that it was nice to do something that wasn’t going on his college application. Which I think really illustrates how the pressures to be a “perfect over-achieving Asian” can stress someone into the “work hard, play hard” mentality. Of course, this isn’t an infallible excuse (for their drug-dealing, gun-carrying habits) but it is important to consider when critiquing the “model minority” myth. 

But just mentioning Ben makes me angry all over again!!! Even though I ended up having feelings for Ben by the time all of this heartbreaking drama happened, I still trusted him as my friend. I thought that because he understood these stereotypes and how overwhelming they can be that we would be together in solidarity, but no! I’m still misrepresented as a girl and treated solely like a prize to be won! He treated Steve with more same-level respect and he killed Steve! I just wish that the positive lens they use to project racial issues wasn’t so narrow that it left out the issues on gender. And others, for that matter! Those boys use slurs like r*tarded, p*ssy, and f*g as well as other discriminatory phrases. Sigh… I just really wish that for once both my race and my gender could be represented in a way that made others step back and think about the way I and other Asian American women are portrayed.

Better luck tomorrow, I guess.
Stephanie

PS. I don’t know who this Justin Lin guy is but thank you for letting show off our fabulous early-2000 wardrobe.

After Viewing “47 Ronin”

My preconceptions of the film holds true. After hearing what Lisa had to say on it (“47 Ronin”-Impressions) and seeing the film I have to agree with what she said. I really appreciate that most of the actors where from Japan and not recycled. The two main issues I had with the film was the usage of “half breed” and the difference in appearance between Mika and the Witch (Not goin to go to much into the problem with one having a name and the other is only a thing.)

The usage of “half breed” in the film was problematic for me because of its history of being a derogatory term for mixed raced individuals and common used to refer to the perceived unnatural and sinful nature interracial relationships.So in the film with the implications of Kai being part demon…well hopefully you can see where that’s upsetting.

With the difference in appearance it’s the usual annoyances that the “heroine”, “maiden”, or “damsel in distress” is modest and innocent in her dressing, make-up, and character compared to the “antagonist”, or in this sense “Dragon Lady” who is more provocative in those categories. This depiction of the women further perpetuates that women who are ambitious,sensual, and sexual are manipulative and not as “holy” or worthy to live as their counterpoint.

Yessss! New Sailor Moon merch from Bandai

Chibi Moon, Sailor Uranus, and Sailor Neptune accessories. Heck yeah!

Bandai has been on such a kick with the amazing Sailor Moon 20th Anniversary merch that is being released. From information I have gathered it seems like you can only buy it in Japan. Not that it’s surprising, a lot of other great merchandise has been released only in Japan.

Their merchandising has been really important for Sailor Moon fans because everything that is being released seems to be incredibly high quality and made for people in their 20′s and not for children. Also, the people who are responsible for the new Sailor Moon series has remained incredibly hush hush about what to expect from the new series. There hasn’t even been any art that has been released as to what the animation will look like and so the merchandise seems to helping us Sailor Moon fans remain calm.

Obsession Intro

katnissOne of my biggest obsessions right now is the movie trilogy, “The Hunger Games.” I have read all three books and I am waiting impatiently for the third movie to come out on the big screen. However, I was not a tribute to the books before the movies. I had watched the first movie and found myself wanting to watch it all the time. So after the first movie I decided to read the book and I could not stop myself. A week and a half passes by and I finished the trilogy. Since then, I make a lot of references to the Hunger games and I have given myself a nick-name similar to “Katniss Everdeen” when I throw javelin for track- “Kameo Evergreen.”

The main storyline of this trilogy is the story of a girl, Katniss Everdeen, who defies the Capital in more ways than just one. There are 12 districts of the Capital and from each district one boy and one girl is “reaped” (chosen to fight for their lives in an arena against each other) and is shown on live television in all districts. Her sister gets reaped and she volunteers as her tribute instead. A boy from her district, Peeta, gets reaped as well and soon enough they will be fighting 22 other tribute, and each other, for their lives; however, Katniss and Peeta create a love story between each other to gain the Capital’s sympthay and adoration.

During the games Katniss befriends a little girl named Rue. Katniss does all she can to protect Rue and does not try to kill her; however, Rue gets killed and Katniss lays her in an arrangement of flowers and cries over her. As this is shown on live television a “spark” (of rebellion) was created and riots started taking place. Eventually, Katniss and Peeta both manage to somehow win the Hunger Games, thus defying the Capital and their meaning for the Hunger Games. Katniss’s image eventually grows to be the face of the rebellion. Her challenges towards the Capital gives the 12 oppressed districts hope that the Capital will fall; unfortunately, with the spark of hope the Capital does not hesitate to extinguish it. As Katniss gains the momentum of the districts and rebels she also loses many things about her along the way.

Anyways, after the first week of class and Chico had said that we had to pick one obsession of ours and compare it to the class. The Hunger Games is the perfect obsession for this class. There are many similarities to what we’ve read and watched already, but I’ll post that here.