8. Death is a prominent theme in the book. The classmates bullying Nao stage her mock funeral; Haruki #1 writes of his decision to be a pilot as a means of choosing his method of dying; Nao’s father attempts suicide; Jiko dies of old age. Since death is inevitable, what do you think Ozeki is saying about life by creating unique situations about death?
For my final Ozeki post, I have decided to use this question since it works with my plan to choose death as my final theme of the book. It is very clear that death is inevitable in both the book and in real life. How the book translates how it takes us, I think that Ozeki is trying to tell us that there are many ways to “die.” We all know that. But what I am taking away from this is the fact that someone can still be alive.
First, I would like to start off with Old Jiko. She is 104 years old and she lives in a temple. She does not do fun and outgoing things like a typical person would do. She stays in a temple, prays a lot, does not travel regularly, and she can hardly see. Some people can say that Jiko’s life is not very lively. Some can say that that is not life at all; however, Jiko is content, Nao loves her and everything that Jiko does is enough for herself. I’m sure some people can say that Jiko had “died” the moment she decided to be a monk. Or, in Nao’s case, someone can say that she died just on old age. The point is, death or something that is dead, does not mean it is not alive.
On a more clear note, we can look at Nao’s father and her great-uncle, Haruki #1. Haruki #1′s diary reads that he is obviously unhappy with his decision to join in the war. His letter reads him off as already being dead. He is still alive and breathing (at the time of the note) but cannot feel anything other than depression; thus, his decision to end his life the way he chose was born. Nao’s father was practically the same way. He created a program that ended up being used for war. This upset him and made him feel completely awful. It affected him so much that he was practically dead inside and tried to end his life multiple times.
Lastly, I think Nao’s the allegory for most humans. Nao is on the brink of debating whether or not she is alive or dead. Nao has been bullied, she had a mock funeral, she almost got raped, and her father is “pathetic.” Jiko was the only thing that Nao had that she had felt happy about. Back to my point about this fine line of life and death and Nao, she had already explained in her diary that she practically was dead. She was dead to her classmates and her teacher; but when she saw that the video had all these hits she felt proud. She excited that all these people are seeing HER die. But, she died, so what did it matter to her? She ends up doing this prostitution act and feels non chalant about it, even after the bathroom rape scene. Overall, I think Nao bounces back between feeling alive and feeling dead inside, just like anybody in the real world.