It is a difficult decision to forgive one’s self. I have often heard the expression “I am my own worst enemy.” I think that your choice to forgive yourself and face the hurt is inspiring.I don’t know if I am in a place myself to work on self-forgiveness, though intellectually I know I need to, emotionally it’s a different story.
I hope that you truly hold onto your forgiveness, I agree with your sponsor that you will be much happier and that the longer you stay sober, the harder it will be to recognize the “old Chelsea”.
Chelsea,
It is a difficult decision to forgive one’s self. I have often heard the expression “I am my own worst enemy.” I think that your choice to forgive yourself and face the hurt is inspiring. I don’t know if I am in a place myself to work on self-forgiveness, though intellectually I know I need to, emotionally it’s a different story.
I hope that you truly hold onto your forgiveness, I agree with your sponsor that you will be much happier and that the longer you stay sober, the harder it will be to recognize the “old Chelsea”.